December 2011
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Today was a good day
even though I had to spend the first part of it informing my stupid brain that being cranky wasn’t reasonable or right or allowed at all, dammit, it was going to be FUN and if my brain didn’t like that it could shut up.
The problem with being an introvert in general is that when life gets busy enough that you finally need some down time often you don’t get it. And being annoyed...
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Things I Have to do Today
go to the medicenter
be bitter about that for a while
get a prescription for my face infection and my toe infection
be bitter about that for a while
forget myself momentarily because CHRISTMAS YOU GUYS
go wait around in a pharmacy
be bitter about that too dammit
fix my dress
wrap presents - I keep forgetting just ONE and it’s starting to piss me off
go eat a lot and be merry and...
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Things That Have Happened in the Last 30 Minutes
Grades recieved, B- in drawing, B in painting
I’m somewhat okay with this if mildly crushed about drawing
I mean I didn’t turn in like 8 pieces so that’s good I guess
then I got a cheque
then I got flowers
what
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descent with modification: Edna feels pretty poopy →
ednatheflighty:
I feel so shallow and silly for paying so much attention to my appearance lately. But there’s so much gender stuff tied into it.
Today my hairdresser told me last time I was in the store someone said I was really cute and asked about me, which was pretty sweet considering the type of people who…
I… um. Fuck ‘em. What are they going to do, panic and stampede...
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Bauhaus
1918-33
Weimar, Germany
shut down because Nazis
mostly concerned with dissolving the barrier between artist and craftsman (uuuuutopia!)
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I am currently drunk on whipped cream
and before you start judging me I think that you should know that it was 15% alcohol and like 5% caramel whipped-cream-ness so what it felt like was “mmmmm, caramel. Oh. OH. OH GOD MY SINUSES. OH GOD MAKE IT STOP IT BURNS THIS ISN’T FUN ANYMORE”
also I had a small child asleep on me for about an hour and I nearly dozed off and then he spent about half an hour burying his face...
just waiting for a sip of that sweet mojave rain:... →
callitfriendo:
since i moved to seattle there is really only one person who i haven’t wanted to see. there’s some dumb history behind it that i’m not going into here, but suffice it to say that he’s a total slimeball who gets away with it because that he can charm literally anyone almost instantly. like the…
well, fuck. I know someone exactly like this - I was actually afraid for a...
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five hours
until sleep and until relaxation and until I can have a goddamn drink even though I am slightly annoyed about bringing my passport with me and until I can buy my housing porn and until I can sleep and did I mention RELAX?
I’m pretty stoked.
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I am dying of homework
please somebody just kill me it will be easier this way
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Things I Apparently Approve Of:
Owls
Bats
Pugs in silly costumes
Batman
Embroidered things from the 18th century
artsy shit
mostly owls and bats
just waiting for a sip of that sweet mojave rain:... →
callitfriendo:
i was crying all day because i was so stressed about moving and leaving everyone i love. i ended up missing my pills, which usually doesn’t result in too much other than unpleasant dizziness but today caused me to start barfing and crying really hard at the same time while my mum was driving me…
It says “liked this” but means “giddysquid wishes she could...
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done. I am the most exhausted squid. Then tomorrow I present and submit things and go talk to the bank and paint and stretch a canvas and go home and finish painting my art deco still life and sleep and then wake up and draw and SOON, my lovelies, I will be able to fall asleep and stay asleep for 12 hours.
and that will be a very good day.
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This was probably not my best idea
BUT Edna posted a picture of herself holding a beer and then I really really wanted one and now I’m blaming her if I fall asleep halfway through this paper due to the loss of the nervous edge I’ve been using all day to be productive.
Dammit.
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I’m searching for inspiration and shit.
And this guy is cool.
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I have boring fears
I’m not scared of nameless, faceless things that scream in the night or things that gibber maniacally beneath my bed or things that I cannot see or hear or touch but exist in the fringes of my perception
I’m not scared of bleeding or hurting or breaking
(with the exception of my hands - but I’m an artist)
I’m just terrified of being alone. I can’t stand the...
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No, bitch, it is not a collaborative print. It is a stolen print that you then graffitied with thread.
Get the fuck out of my life, please. I hate you and everything you produce is technically sound but conceptually shit. Go do something else for a while.
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